Life

Missed yoga last night because I was sick. Might go to the gym after work to make up for it. We'll see how I feel. Haven't thrown up again. Life has been rude to me. Stealing my money and making me cry. Wife is going through a hard time and its hard for me to be there for her the way she needs me to be because of all the things I'm feeling and going through. I just want to get to the happy part of life. I know its not going to ever be good 24/7 but it can be good more often than it is now. I just want to feel real happiness again. I dont want to think about my ex. I dont want to hate my body.